04 April 2007

Sanctuary

This is my gym. It's not only a place where I workout, it's also where I spend time whenever I'm really stressed or getting a little bit hotheaded. Exercising calms me down and clears my mind.
Speaking of stress, I got annoyed at Ryan (my bf) lately. He asked me to come over his pad last Saturday. I told him that I would come over but that I didn't want to stay there too long because I wanted to go barhopping which I had not been able to do in months. The last time I had a "nightlife" was December of last year. Although I love it here in the province, too much of the same scenery can get a little boring. I arrived at his place around +/- 7:00pm. We had dinner and afterwards he asked if he could take a nap first because it's still too early in the evening, & that I should wake him up around 1:30am. I decided/tried to wake him up around 2:30am instead so that he'll be more rested. He ended up waking around 3:30am.


We left his pad at Quezon City around 4am. We stopped by his office in Makati around +/- 4:20am to get his mobile phone adaptor. It was +/- 4:30am when we arrived at Government Bar, but there was a long line/crowd of people trying to get inside the place & I wasn't in the best mood to fall in line because I was already upset at Ryan for making me wait for hours in his pad while he slept. He didn't even want me to go out while he was asleep so I won't get bored. Getting back at the story, so since it was packed at Government we decided to head to Malate (Bed Bar). By the time we arrived in Malate, it was already +/- 5:00am. To make matters worse, we were pulled over by the police. The cop said that we entered a one-way street although there weren't any signs saying that it was a one-way street. Fortunately the cop was kind & understanding enough to let us go without ticketing us. We arrived at the bar around +/-5:30am. The sun was already beginning to shine. I decided to just have breakfast at Adriatico instead. Afterwards we went home. We accomplished nothing that night. Driving back from Manila to my home here in Bulacan, I didn't speak to him. It was his idea for me to go to the city in the first place & I rarely go to the city. I rarely go barhopping and I whenever I barhop I want it to be with him because he is after all my bf. Naiyak ako sa inis. Minsan lang ako mag-aya to have some fun 'di pa napagbigyan. Treat ko naman. Nasayang lang outfit ko. LOL! And then he got upset at me for not talking to him. Whatever! From now on ikakabisado ko na streets of Manila para next time that I want to unwind in the city, di na ako aasa sa kanya. Hahaha! ;-) In the meantime, I'll just workout in my sanctuary room & get a boost of endorphins out of it so that I'll feel happier and less irritated, and I can smile again the way I'm smiling in the picture. LOL! ;-)

13 comments:

Renan said...

im just bloghopping...
nice blog btw...

Rey/Toyo said...

thanks!

leone said...

I think your big mistake was to allow him that extra hour between 1.30am and 2.30am. Had you woken him when he requested, the night might have panned out quite differently. That extra hour would have meant the sun not coming up on you quite so quickly....

Have a great weekend!

Leone x

flippin-O said...

hi, I just wanted to say that you're an inspiration to me...you're like...my new idol!! hehe...i must sound creepy...anyways! keep up the good work && I hope you don't change...=)

Rey/Toyo said...

actually, i did try to wake him up around 1:30 leone but he said he wanted to nap more. so i gave him more time to sleep and re-energize himself :-(

thanks flippin-o. that's sweet of you to say :-)

Anonymous said...

At 3:30am, Ryan should have put you to bed with a glass of milk - that's a nice smile!

Jerick said...

hello toyo.. i'm back, since moi and mon boyfriend broke up, i never got enough of anything. I went to bars only to feel suffocated, i went to every gay joint only to feel empty. I've been feeling that way before, as if i was barred from nightlife, since he wants to stay home all the time lang. I miss the times that my bf and i were together all alone. Treasure ryan as if he'll leave you anytime. By the way thanks for you sympathies at the time when i needed that most.

Rey/Toyo said...

you're welcome jerick. that's what buddies are for. i hope you are feeling better now although i know it will take time to recover. take care.

rmacapobre said...

parang kulang lang kayo sa plano ..

Anonymous said...

I have noticed the change of photo; and that's another nice smile on a perfect face. Thanks for the coded message on your t-shirt, but do you mind if I finish my sandwich first?

Rey/Toyo said...

@rmacapobre
we did plan it. di lang naexecute mabuti. anyway, pinatawad ko na siya :-)

thank you mr. anonymous. ummm..who are you? sino ka? :-)

Anonymous said...

Who am I? I’m the Doctor…please don’t ask “Doctor-Who” Je suis ├ęgalement celui qui vous tient pr├Ęs de mon coeur et amours vous

Rey/Toyo said...

terry! hmp! ;-)