14 December 2009

Reversal...

The end of yet another long day. I need a cold shower. Done with the Christmas shopping. Looking forward to a nice long holiday next week. Looking forward for some fun along the way too. Checked my G4M/PRomeo account and an interesting message caught my eye. It's from a funbud I had 3 years ago which I am going to hide under the name, Miguel. I was healing a broken heart back in the early part of 2006. I became very active in G4M in order to forget my ex, move on and to just mainly have fun for a change. Dated and played with more than a dozen men in a span of a month. That's how much I wanted to forget.

Miguel, a handsome, tall, athletic, and little older than me "chinoy" (Chinese/Filipino) was the most frequent guy I had fun with, but after several "meetings", he said that wanted us to be more than mere friends-with-benefits. He wanted to start a relationship with me. I asked him if he was really single, because I had a gut feeling that he might not be. There were telltale signs. Signs like he didn't want to give me his home phone number, he's very cautious whenever we met, and we never did our thing in his place though he said that he lives alone. It's always in a hotel. Naging suki na kami ng Shangri that time. He then admitted that he's already in a relationship with someone else, which for me is the deal breaker. I just can't. I don't want to be the "other man" in a relationship. The "other man" always ends up in tears. He said that he could make it work. In my mind I wanted to tell him; "Are you insane?! I've just recently ended a relationship." I just smiled instead, gave him a kiss, left the hotel and drove home... Miguel wants to meet this weekend. He said that he's single and is curious if he and I could give it another try. I politely explained that I'm already in a relationship. However if he's still persistent, maybe he could be my "other guy." What a reversal huh? Kidding. I'm afraid of karma. I'm still thinking whether to meet him or not... I really need a cold shower... Men...





10 comments:

robert said...

oh yeah...think of karma(the bad one,of course!).i don't really know what you and ryan's understanding with regards to your relationship.what i mean is...if ti's an open relationship,yung may freedom ba.but if what you have is a monogamous relationship,and you truly love ryan...then,ther's no reason to think.turn miguel down and don't buy his insistent to meet.baka yung minsan mong subok would cost you ryan.friendly advice lang rey.take care.
isa pang payo kapatid...sana next time,humarap ka naman...nakakabitin bro.hehehe.promise,only for our eyes.nice pic though,thanks.

Toyo said...

no need to worry robert.
i do not serve two kings or umm..."queens" at the same time ;-)

my heart and mind are monogamous but the flesh is...umm...lol!

allan540 said...

ang landi ng comment.... i like it... pero tama si robert if youve found the right guy na never let him go and just be loyal... and pag nakaya ni miguel na maging unfaithful there is a possibility that he might do this again sa next relationship niya... but who knows di ba? change is indeed taking its own process along the way.

Anonymous said...

haba ng hair ni rey! juice ko!

Anonymous said...

I know alot of readers might raise there eyebrow to me, but hmmm Miguel seems hot and perhaps.... baka mas bagay kayo because he is tsinoy too like you..... besides you are on an open relationship so why not...as long as its okey with Ryan just meet Miguel and let us know again what happen...Mele Kalikimaka! in advance.

kyle said...

love you toyo. nakakagigil ka.

Anonymous said...

kudos to robert & allan...thanks for the kind words...not because i'm rey's better half, but it's the truth...no wonder PLUs are always labeled as PROMISCUOUS...rey and i are open to some fun, but with limitations of course...i don't want him to get sick from sleeping around and neither do i...we share "friends," but he wants to do it alone at times...he's naturally HORNY all the time! hahaha...love yah sweetie!

rye

Toyo said...

babe! shhhhh....don't divulge my secrets. lol!

chris said...

yo! this is the first time i've seen your blog. and may i just say that title is the one thing that made me look at it at first. i was also called toyo by my ex-lover well that's that and man was i in luck. you have a good thing going in here. nice blog! btw, i really dont know what an open rel means or how it can work but i am applauding you for believing in karma. i too am a firm believer maybe that's why we lasted 4 years, anyways if you really are happy with ryan right now then i admire you for turning down a hot guy.. hehe. that's it. goona be following this blog from now on

Toyo said...

;-)