13 April 2014

Heartbroken

Deeply missing a family member, a companion and a dearest friend.
The plan was for us to stay together for as long a time as possible.
I'm heartbroken that you left me too soon.
6 years were too short a time.
Why did you have to get sick?


Whenever I'm down, you were the one who brought smiles on my face.
I miss coming home, and you running towards me to greet me.
I miss the company that you gave me whenever I had my midnight snack.
I miss walking you around the compound.
I miss taking you out at night in the front yard so you could do your "dirty deed" before you went to bed.
I miss that cute raspy voice whenever you bark.
I miss your big expressive eyes and wrinkly face.
I miss everything about you my dear friend.
If the heavens would accept tears as payment for them to return you back to me alive and well, I know that the tears I had shed and are continuing to shed are more than enough.
I'm sorry that life is unfair. 
Bakit hindi na lang ang mga masasamang tao ang bigyan ng sakit?
I'm sorry that I couldn't save you.
I love you Enzo.
You are forever in my heart.

17 comments:

Seth said...

hugs

Mamon said...

im sure he felt your love when he was still around. he'll be carrying those happy memories in dog heaven.

Toyo said...

Thank you for the kind words.
They are most appreciated.

robert said...

my sympathy rey.i know how it feels.i have 12 dogs right now and i consider them my family.i lost three before,and it's painful.i almost lost three of the present due to parvo outbreak in our community.i'm just brave to never give up on any one of them.and i don't mind spending a lot at the vet.i would say,they are better than humans.what they give is unconditional love.they never get tired of loving their master.and yes,they are my life.
enzo is in heaven now.i'm sure you took care of him.it hurts but you have to move on.don't get tire in raising another one,they will always be a good companion.do it in memory of enzo.take care rey.God bless you and enzo.

Toyo said...

Thank you Robert for the warm message. Being a fellow dog owner, I know you can relate to how I am feeling.
Paki pat on the head mo for me ang mga dogs mo, okay?
Take care.

robert said...

sure rey.in time,makakarecover ka rin,but his memories will live with you forever.to be honest,mas iniyakan ko pa yung mga nawala kong dogs kesa nung mawala ang auntie ko na inalagaan ko rin.because dogs know when we are sad,and they do everything to cheer us up.hands on owner ako,kahit may yaya sila.kaya ganun na lang ang attachment.pero sabi nga,kapag may nawala,may kapalit.so don't be afraid love again(ng aso,hehehe).i'm sure the next one will make you happy too,and you will save another soul.take care rey.i'll pray thay you can move on soon.

Toyo said...

Perhaps kapag natapos na ang renovation ng house ko, I'll consider taking care of a dog again.
Kapag alam kong hindi ko siya ikukumpara kay Enzo, kasi unfair naman pag ganoon.
Si Enzo kasi very friendly at mabait.
I want a pug pa rin even if high-maintenance ang breed nila. I also want to adopt a dog from a shelter if possible.
We'll see. Pag ready na ako.
Salamat Robert. Hi to your dogs.

terry said...

thinking of you rey - take care!

Toyo said...

Thank you, Terry.

Anonymous said...

Sorry about your loss. I'm sure Enzo was family so I know how painful the loss can be. Just take comfort in the fact that Enzo was happy and loved by you.

Ran

Toyo said...

Thank you Ran.

Anonymous said...

I am very sorry to learn about Enzo. Rest assured that he knew how you loved and cared for him deeply. He's certainly in a better and happier place. May you find peace and solace in these sorrowful times. Thinking of you always.

Amboy

Toyo said...

Thank you. I miss Enzo so much.
So much.

Take care Amboy.

Anonymous said...

I can feel your pain. It will pass; time will tell. Meanwhile, keep yourself productive and enjoy the blessings that surround you. Have a great month of May!

Toyo said...

Thank you.

Anonymous said...

meron po kayong instagram na pwede kong ifollow? ^_^

Toyo said...

Thanks for the comment Anonymous.
Wala akong Instagram eh.