Project

It's supposed to be the height of summer and yet it has been raining for days. I hate it! I'm not fond of rain. I'm having a roof placed upon a portion of my top floor, and the rain is slowing the pace of the construction. I love saying that word "construction." Say it again...CONstruction! And again...CON... Hahaha! Moving on. Back to the topic. There are a lot of things I have planned for my top floor. Portion of the floor needs to be tiled.

Another portion's gonna be "landscaped" meaning, I'm gonna put some grass on the floors. I'm gonna turn this into a rooftop garden. Walls need to be repainted. So many things to do. This is where I plan to relax, do barbecues during special occasions, and skinny dip in my inflatable swimming pool. Hahaha! :-) Rain, rain go away. Come back in June instead.

BF's away with his family on vacation. While the cat is away, the mouse should be able to play (with BF's permission) BUT I haven't had a playmate since my special friend decided to migrate to Kiwi land. Boohuhu! Waaaah! I haven't had sex in 2 weeks! My gosh! :-( Where are the men in Bulacan? Hehe! Lahat ng nakalista (nakalista? hahaha!) sa cellphone ko nasa Makati. I have a place there pero the city is just not for me anymore. Gusto ko ng tahimik na sexually active na pamumuhay dito sa probinsiya? Tahimik na sexually active???!!! Loko loko talaga no? Haha! Bulacan is just too tame and there are also a lot of gossipmongers which is why I'm discreet here. Anyway, I've always wanted to try practicing ummm....celibacy. Celibacy?! What the f@#k!? LOL! ;-)


Jane Wiedlin - Rush hour

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Jaded

On my way to the farm. Stopped my car to wait for my father's vehicle which was +/- 45 minutes behind me. Took the opportunity to take a photo of the countryside. Yes, I'm still a skinhead. I'll wait 'til the monsoon season. It's the height of summer now and it's too warm to have long hair, in my case at least. Mali pa posing ko sa pic. Dapat magkadikit mga daliri para convincing & umm...photogenic ang katropa niyo. Hahaha! Katropa? Baduy ng term ko no? Sabi ng bf ko kasi magpakamasa naman daw ako. Makamasa naman ako ever since ha. Kumain nga ako sa food court ng Glorietta dati eh with him/bf. Lunch time, sikip sikip pa, walang cute na waiter. Haha! Siya nga ayaw kumain sa Chowking, eh gusto ko pa naman chicharap nila. LOL! Antipatikong Ryan! Nagutom tuloy ako. I'm craving some NYFD fries. Sarap ng garlic dip. Yum Yum! Takaw! ;-)
  Went barhopping a few weeks ago. Haven't done that in almost a year so I was very excited. Things changed once I was already inside one of the bars in Malate. Feelings of excitement turned into something else. I felt a little strange, and out-of-place. For the first time in my life, I felt...old. Even though there was a sea of hot guys inside the bar, even if some were making the eye contact with me, I still didn't feel the urge to get in the zone & cruise. Saw men aimlessly standing in the room, seemingly waiting for something (or should I say someone) to happen...yet nothing did. Witnessed women/fag hags being treated as if they were mere playthings/joke by the studly gay men they were dancing with. Twinks, clueless on the 101's of flirting. Same old scenarios. I told my bf that I felt that I didn't belong there (club/bar scene) anymore. He felt the same way about himself. I was actually thinking more about my dog. I just wanted to go home and take care of my little pug. Maybe my age is finally catching up with me. After all, I'll be 34 this year. Walang-wala na talaga na kalendaryo ang edad ko. To be honest, I'm afraid of getting old...physically speaking. I feel a little insecure. Starting to feel it already. Body isn't as resilient nor dynamic as it was in my 20's. I hope this is just emotional & not physical. Am I really ready to leave the scene, fooling around...playing around or is this merely some sort of midlife crisis? A phase. I just feel jaded and bored. I don't know. "Snap out of it Rey! You're supposed to be carefree & not emotional! Drama isn't your forte." LOL! ;-)



 Liza Minelli - Losing My Mind

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Happy Dawg!

Playing with Enzo. Nothing much to do that night. As you can see, I was very wholesome and had my clothes on in this recent video. LOL! ;-)