Ballads 1970-1979

I've received a number of emails requesting me to do another countdown, particularly regarding 70s music. The decade has some great music by the way, but the fashion is ummm... Hehe! Enjoy listening :-)

Hello

Kamusta? That means "Hello" by the way. Back to the gym after a loooong hiatus. I got sick as I've mentioned in my previous posts. I'm showing my umm...cleavage? Uuuuyyyyy... Hahaha! The strange thing is, my muscles shrunk but my tummy grew bigger when I was recovering. Oh no! Ryan kept feeding me with his delicious cooking. It's all his fault. LOL! Why do I also love eating rice so much? Huhuhu! Kasalanan din ni kanin. Hindi kasi kumpleto ang kainan kapag walang kanin diba? Anyway, I've switched to brown rice. Good luck to moi ;-p

Valentine's was boring. We didn't even go out. I didn't even get any flowers! Grrrrr! LOL! Sabi ko sa kanya maski santan or gumamela masaya na ako. Basta may flowers. Ipagpag niya muna, noon college kasi may nagbigay sa kin, pinitas lang niya sa campus 'di man lang pinagpag, kinagat tuloy ako ng langgam. Kinagat ko labi niya in return. Haha! ;-p I told him he could pick any flowers from the garden. Doesn't have to be a rose. Just make sure they don't have any ants. If the ants bit me, I'll bite his lips in return. Gently bite his lips I mean. LOL! 

Oh well, I guess I'll just have to settle for his three words; "I love you."

I love you too and I love you all especially my 5 loyal blog readers. Used to be only 4, now they're 5. Toyo you are slowly climbing up to success. Hahaha! Love ya! Mwah! ;-)

Love Songs 2000-2010

This is the final part of my countdown blogs.

We've covered the 80s and 90s, now we're covering the first decade of the 21st century. Next time I do another countdown will be on 2020. My goodness! I'll be 45 by that time. I wonder if I'll still be as flirtatious as I am today. LOL! Kaalembongan na naman. Ang aking opisyal na bulaklak ay ang Alembong. Haha! I chose these songs because they remind me of certain men in my life, both past & present. LOL! Men talaga no? Plural? Lagot na naman ako. Kurutin na naman niya ako sa singit. Antipatiko! Happy Love Month! :-)

Meal Time Prayer :-)

Dear Heavenly Father,

Please don't let these carbs go to my waist,

and the fat blemish my face.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit,

Amen ;-)



Just finishing my second order of a king-sized crab. I know! I know! Cholesterol.

I will refrain from eating crabs for a month. Huhuhu! I love shellfish. Takaw ko no? ;-p
Photo was taken during the Holidays before I got sick.
I was sick for the first 2 weeks of January. Cough + cold during the first week. Fever on the 2nd week. Was advised to rest & take it easy on the third week.
I'm glad I'll be able to go back to working out again on Monday. I want to get back in-shape.
Need to buff up once more, I had unwillingly lost too many pounds when I was sick.
From my normal 130lbs. I'm down to 122lbs. which isn't right for my 5'7" height.
Oh well...I now have a reason to food binge. Soy milk and chicken nuggets here I come :-)

Aklan

A short video of my recent visit to the province of Aklan.
Happy New Year! :-)

Boracay



Recently went on vacation in Boracay Island located in the province of Aklan. It's one of the top tourist destinations here in the Philippines. I haven't been to Boracay in years. These sceneries are but a small idea of what you can expect to see should you visit it. The island offers lots more beautiful sites to see and experience. The people are of course very friendly too. Retiring in a place like this is one of my dreams...   

♫ now we can walk... now we can run...

♪ now we can stay all day in the sun...

...just you and me ♫

♪ and i can be...

part of your world... ♫

Yeah! Yeah! I love The Little Mermaid. Hehehe! 

Nakakarelate kasi ako sa story niya. Nakakarelate?!!! LOL! ;-P 

Happy Holidays!!!!

Ballads II

In my last video blog, I presented some of my favorite ballads from the 80s.

This time around it's the 90s turn.

The 90s wasn't a happy period in my life. Fortunately, it had great songs that helped me get by back then. 25 memorable ballads in 10 minutes. Enjoy listening :-)
Ricky Martin...Tommy Page. I love you!!! LOL!



25.Amy Grant 24.Hanson 23.Spice Girls 22.Boyzone 21.The Cranberries 20.Tori Amos 19.Annie Lennox 18.Expose 17.Backstreet Boys 16.Bachelor Girl 15.Tommy Page 14.The Corrs 13.Shawn Mullins 12.REM 11.Shania Twain 10.Williams Brothers 9.Mariah Carey 8.Michael Bolton 7.Celine Dion 6.Rick Astley 5.Whitney Houston 4.Edwin McCain 3.Tiffany 2.Ricky Martin & Meja 1.Madonna

:-(

Currently recovering from a stomach flu. My fever is gone but my tummy still acts up

from time to time. This is such a nasty experience. It's frustrating having to go to the bathroom every few hours. I hate every moment of it. Ang sakit na ng pwet ko, pati bayag ko lumaylay na. Hahaha! Dios mio!

Why is God teasing me again? LOL! I'll just have to laugh it off or else I'll only get more frustrated.

Three days of stomach flu can get a toll on one's body. My body has shrunk. All of my efforts to get my bod beach worthy by December, wasted! Hay buhayyyy... I'm very careful with what I eat, I don't know why & how I got this.

Yung mga makakadate ko sana this month, cancelled ko na. Kawawa naman ang mga boys. Baka magtampo na sa kin ;-)

Well, guess I have to eat a lot and workout...a lot once I'm fully recovered.

Stupid life's trials.
I'll just think of my new crush, I'll feel much better :-)

Claire Marlowe - Till They Take My Heart Away

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Apples of the Eye

Ryan's back to his old vice/smoking so that means I'm going back to my old vice too....cute bois. LOL!
Decisions! Decisions! Been getting "friendly" (fine! been flirting! lol)  with two guys lately. Both are cute. Both are either residing within or next to my town. Both are from good backgrounds. Hindi mga mukhang ikakahiya sa mga friends i.e. 'di pipitsugin. LOL!

Problem is, I can only choose one.

Guy # 1 is a nurse. Ewan ko ba, malapit sa akin mga nurse. I have dated nurses in the past. They always score big points when it comes to hygiene and they score further more when it comes to performance. They know how to pleasure their man. Human biology and anatomy are their fortes in the first place PLUS I love seeing them in their uniform...and then taking it off. Hehehe! Kinky huh? Wag lang nila akong iinjectionan ok? Bawal! Hindi ako nagpapainjection. Masakit. Once lang ako nagpainjection out of curiosity (by Ryan). Ayoko na. Sakit ng pwet ko for 3 days. I'm a giver not a receiver. My backdoor is for exits only. LOL! ;-)

Guy #2 is a professor. Based on my experience dating educators, they know their way inside the classroom but only know a few tricks playing in the sack. LOL! Guy # 2 is SUPER cute though.

Ryan usually only gives me permission to play with 1 guy, after that it'll take a month or more before he allows me again. Will I be the naughty patient or the teacher's pet? Ooohhh the hassles of flirting & kaalembongan. Hahaha!!!

Anyway, I've still yet to get the go signal from my loving partner/commander/gwardiya sibil/Ryan. LOL! Kelan kaya niya ako bibigyan ng "release forms?" Haha! :-)

Now and Then

I wonder if time has been kind to me.

 Have been quite stressed lately, making me feel old. Feeling ko losyang na ako. LOL!

I feel like retiring from "the scene." After all, I am 35.

Pero yung mga interesadong umeksena sa buhay ko eh sila na lang maghanap sa kin. Hehe! :-)

I think there's gonna be another high school reunion but I don't feel like attending it.

Besides, I'm avoiding a certain umm...batchmate/summer fling ;-)

It will be too awkward if I bumped into him.

Baka ibang bumping kasunod na mangyari na naman. Hehe! The bumping might turn into a grinding and a whole lot of pumping. LOL!

Circa  2010

Circa 2007
Taken with my old phone's camera.

Chicago - Will You Still Love Me

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Awww....

My baby boy is sick :-( Enzo has dermatitis.

He has to wear that silly Elizabethan collar until his skin condition is cured. Looks like a satellite dish to me. LOL! Don't let those puppy eyes fool ya. Once you remove his cone, he turns into this very hyperactive pooch ;-) Get well soon baby! Mwah!

On another note. I'm pleased to announce that Ryan has finally quit smoking. He hasn't had a cig for a month now. He got sick (fever) for a week and in that span of time wasn't able to smoke or had the urge to smoke. I told him to take it as an opportunity to quit the nasty habit, which he did. Hellelujah! Haha!

Still on another note (or in tagalog - nota. LOL!), I've been getting emails asking me what my biggest mistake was and how I overcame it, a la Ms. Universe 2010 question. Mga badush talaga, adik sa pageants. LOL! Gay men are so into pageants huh? ;-)

Anyway here's my answer: One of the biggest mistake I had ever made was to let a guy cheat on me not once but twice. I overcame that mistake by kicking him out of my life and then f@#king his fling later on. Problem solved. Thank you ladies and gentlemen and have a wonderful day. LOL! ;-)

Ballads

It's been a while since I've last video blogged. By the way, I was dressed in such a way because I was about to go and attend a formal event.

I didn't put on my suit yet because it's too warm :-) This video blog is about my favorite ballads from the 80s. Did your favorite make it in my list? ;-) In my next blog I'll present one from the 90s and from this decade. So sit back. Relax... And Reminisce...



Love Songs & Ballads 1980-1989 from Toyo on Vimeo.

Singapore

A short video clip of my recent visit to Singapore. Enjoy :-)

Sick?

And the diagnosis is......Toyo's currently suffering from "repression!"

That's right! I'm repressed...from playing around!

Ryan's job is now home-based! That cat is always around. The mouse can't play. The cat doesn't wanna play too bec. he's always tired from work. Huhuhu! Mouse gotta play at least 4-5 days a week ya know? ;-p

I told Ryan that he and I are already in our mid 30's. We only have a small window of opportunity left to enjoy the young ones. LOL! Once we turn 40, it's all downhill. Most gay men say that 40 is 50 in gay years, and the gay scene always puts a premium on youth, which is a sad fact. Oh no! Lagi daw siya pagod because of work, ayaw naman niya ako payagan makipaglaro sa iba. Ano ba yan?! Swapang. Sakim! LOL! Share mo naman ako sa iba Babe. Kailangan ko na magpa change oil. Haha! Share me babe, I have plenty of love for everyone. Dati naman pinapayagan ako, nagmemenopause siguro kaya masungit lagi. Hehehe! I call upon my loyal blog readers....all four of them (Haha!) to stop Ryan from repressing and oppressing me. LOL!

Vacation..

Recently went to Singapore. We weren't able to celebrate our anniversary last April. It's our very much delayed 4th year anniversary gift to ourselves :-)

Welcome to SG!

Outside the resort...

in the tram... natatawa ako kasi dami mabaho kilikili. LOL!

universal studios... 

Haggard & Hung-over

It's the day after the Pride events and this is the aftermath. LOL!

I told ya you wouldn't like me in the morning.

I only used my Iphone's crappy camera so that I wouldn't appear too haggard in the pic. Less pixels = less ugliness. Haha!

I noticed that I didn't even position myself properly on my bed when I woke up ;-)

Had a fun time in Malate during the Pride parties even if I got drunk too early.

I wasn't even able to take photos. Bummer! :-(

I wasn't intoxicated, it was just that the drink Ryan gave me was a little strong

making my head ache, and I had trouble walking too. Oh no! Hehe!

I met a cute guy named Jae. We started out as chatmates in Grindr and since he was in the area that time, we decided to meet. It was a brief meeting which means no briefs were tossed out. LOL!

He's cute but he was a bit conscious and quiet. He later called me up saying he was tensed. Natorpe daw siya, gusto daw niya bumawi next time. Sabi ko nabitin ako, gusto sana kitang iuwi. Haha!

"Talk the talk, walk the walk" I replied jokingly. Oh well, if only he played his cards right he would have ummm...Hehehe!

Toyo's word of advice; Be a little aggressive if you wish Toyo to umm..."reciprocate" LOL!

HAPPY GAY PRIDE! :-)

PS

Sleeping with your glasses on is one of the easiest ways to break it.

Trust me on this. Take it off before getting some Zzzzzz :-)

Bet!

Ryan wearing the shades of shame! LOL!

Earlier this year (February) I challenged him to start exercising again and quit smoking.

Since then I haven't seen him use my gym nor lessen the number of cigs he consumes in a day.

I asked him if he'll ever try to get back in shape and quit smoking. He couldn't give me a straight answer.

I accepted the fact that he couldn't and wouldn't do it. I was the one who quit the dare. Sabi ko sa kanya, bahala siya pag nagkasakit siya. Reklamo ng reklamo pag may masakit sa katawan niya, pero ayaw naman niya alagaan body niya. Sabunutan ko yan eh...sa kili kili. Hahaha! :-) Kakabwisit talaga, binibigyan tuloy ako ng wrinkles. LOL! I told him that if he got sick bec. of his unhealthy lifestyle, I don't want to hear any whining from him for he probably brought it on himself. He can whine on the handsome nurse that I'll hire to take care of him. Hahaha! The handsome hunky nurse is also obligated to ummm...."nurse" me too....while Ryan's asleep. LOL! Hehehe!

Kunsabagay, may mga nameet na akong nurses sa PRomeo, maraming selection and prospects. Haha! Babush for now! LOL! ;-)

Election!

It's the presidential elections once again. If only there's a candidate that has; Gilbert's handsome looks and outstanding academic & professional background. Manny's business savviness. Noynoy's mass appeal. Dick's iron will & political experience. Erap's charm. and last but not the least,Jamby's balls! She's the gutsiest of them all ;-) Oh well...I'll just vote for the cutest. LOL!

The Presidentiables 2010. Eenie Meenie Miney Mo! Time for you to go and vote :-)

Good Night :-)

"Lonely is the night...

when I'm not with you..."

Oh nothing. Just a little bored in the province.

No one to have fun with.

Can't seem to find the perfect and exclusive umm...never mind. Hehehe.

Care to read me a bedtime story? :-)

This pic was actually taken earlier this year. It's not as if I take pics of myself everytime you know? That would be weird of me to do :-)

That's Ryan's side of the bedroom. We sleep in separate beds because umm...he snores. Hehehe!

He's currently away. Work stuff.

I wish someone would drive by and take me out tonight... Sigh!

Electric Light Orchestra - Midnight Blue .mp3

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Random Thoughts....

Lazy weekend. Got nothing much to talk about. So, I thought I'll just share some words and beliefs I live by which I've learned through my personal experiences...

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Appreciate the things you have, and you will never feel deprived.

I'd rather have lack of sleep than sleep forever.

I'd rather be alone than be with someone who makes me feel as if I'm still alone.

Monogamy is overrated. Love, trust and respect are more important.

Where you are right now is based on the decisions you made in the past. You either congratulate or blame yourself.

It's unhealthy to dwell too much in the past. Snap out of it and move on.

A life of constantly seeking other people's approval is a life less lived.

Love is sometimes not enough to make anyone change. Change is a personal decision.

If your man says he doesn't want to talk, it means you shut your pie hole and stop nagging him.

Less talk, less mistakes. Dignity in silence.

Show me who your FaceBook buddies are and I'll tell you if you're gay.

The closet is a confined limited world. Get out of it.

Slaves to fashion are no different from lemmings. They all look the same. Same style. Same clothes. Same haircut. Unoriginal.

A great kisser is a blessing. A kiss-and-tell is a menace. Namedropping is tacky & uncool.

Bisexuality is merely a stopover on the way to gayville.

Casual sex is not a sin, unsafe sex is.

Homosexuality IS MY favorite sin. LOL!

Diets don't work, exercise & proper eating habits do.

Wanna lose weight? Get a boyfriend. Wanna gain weight? Get a husband. Wanna stay fit? Get a fling! Hehehe! :-)