Pillow Talk...

The end of another long and tiring day...

all alone tonight for my man is away...

wish i have someone to make things interesting...

in this sleepy, provincial town i'm living in...

Roxette - Sleeping Single .mp3

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Renovation

Quite a busy atmosphere on my part of the world. Our main office is undergoing major renovation. It was damaged by the flood brought about by the typhoon that hit the country last September.

My father decided to elevate and remodel while it's still dry season. He's adding a second floor. Kakatrauma yung bagyong Ondoy last year.

Speaking of office work, I'm behind my bookkeeping duties and year-end reports. Oh no! LOL! It's tiring looking at numbers all day long. Naduduling na ako kakatingin at kakabalance ng numbers.

I'll be alone all weekend. The cat will be away...so...should the mouse play?
Nah! I don't know any prospective, single "PLU" here in Bulacan. There's this one guy I find interesting. Had a chat with him in PlanetRomeo. He happens to be a relative of one of our business clients. Never met him in person but he said he already saw me while I was driving around town and while I was also standing outside our main office. Small world. Maliit lang naman ang Bocaue. Maybe he and I can be friends. Depends on his character and attitude. Ayoko ng maarte and pangit ugali. Ayoko din ng masyado maporma manamit. Simple lang gusto ko. I'll contact him probably next weekend and see what happens next. Depende sa mood ko. Minsan kasi tinatamad na ako lumabas ng house. Gusto ko na lang magpahinga sa bahay pag weekend.

Madness - Our House .mp3

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Hangover

Happy New Year!

Holiday season is over :-(

I'm still hung-over from all the food bingeing. LOL!

Time to get back in-shape.

Malungkot ako kasi it's back to reality come Monday. Boohuhu! Back to work. Oh no! Kawawa naman ako. Boohuhu! I don't wanna work! LOL!

It's 2010. My goodness! New year. New life. New hopes. New opportunities. Umm...new men too? I'd like that. LOL! Kidding! Hehehe!

It's so boring here in Bulacan. Boring night. Where are the cute PLUs?

 

 
Ameerah - Sound of Missing You

Season's Greetings!

Season's greetings everyone :-)

May all of us have a wonderful and meaningful holiday season.

It's been a tough year for a lot of people here in the Philippines, but it's going to take more than typhoons to crush the spirit of the Filipinos. Tuloy pa rin ang Pasko. Everybody's still excited for Christmas, and looking forward to a much better year ahead.
Now, back to "more important" matters. LOL! I just want to say to a certain "someone" that all this Santa's little helper wants for Christmas is a cute petpet boylet love slave! Yehey! LOL! Someone discreet, and will obey all of my orders! Hahaha! Ang taas taas naman kasi ng standards niya eh. Wala tuloy pumapasa. Arte! Maski hipon pwede na rin, pagsusuotin ko na lang ng maskara. Haha! ;-) Please allow me babe! I've been a very good boy this year. Really...I am a good boy. Believe me. Maniwala naman kayo. Believe in me as I believe in you. Naks! LOL! ;-p

Sheena Easton - It's Christmas All Over The World .mp3

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Reversal...

The end of yet another long day. I need a cold shower. Done with the Christmas shopping. Looking forward to a nice long holiday next week. Looking forward for some fun along the way too. Checked my G4M/PRomeo account and an interesting message caught my eye. It's from a funbud I had 3 years ago which I am going to hide under the name, Miguel. I was healing a broken heart back in the early part of 2006. I became very active in G4M in order to forget my ex, move on and to just mainly have fun for a change. Dated and played with more than a dozen men in a span of a month. That's how much I wanted to forget.

Miguel, a handsome, tall, athletic, and little older than me "chinoy" (Chinese/Filipino) was the most frequent guy I had fun with, but after several "meetings", he said that wanted us to be more than mere friends-with-benefits. He wanted to start a relationship with me. I asked him if he was really single, because I had a gut feeling that he might not be. There were telltale signs. Signs like he didn't want to give me his home phone number, he's very cautious whenever we met, and we never did our thing in his place though he said that he lives alone. It's always in a hotel. Naging suki na kami ng Shangri that time. He then admitted that he's already in a relationship with someone else, which for me is the deal breaker. I just can't. I don't want to be the "other man" in a relationship. The "other man" always ends up in tears. He said that he could make it work. In my mind I wanted to tell him; "Are you insane?! I've just recently ended a relationship." I just smiled instead, gave him a kiss, left the hotel and drove home... Miguel wants to meet this weekend. He said that he's single and is curious if he and I could give it another try. I politely explained that I'm already in a relationship. However if he's still persistent, maybe he could be my "other guy." What a reversal huh? Kidding. I'm afraid of karma. I'm still thinking whether to meet him or not... I really need a cold shower... Men...

Boy George - The Crying Game .mp3

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Toyo Was A Catholic Schoolboy??!! Part 2

Someone asked me to post another high school photo of myself. I don't know why? Strange request. Still granted though. I don't have a lot of high school pics. Cameras were boring back then and we used film. It's a hassle to bring one. Anyway, here's my class photo.

Yup! I was once a Catholic schoolboy. LOL! I'm imagining what my other batchmates would think or say if they discovered my blog. Oh no! Haha! It doesn't matter. I don't plan to attend any more reunions in the future. I'll be old by then. ;-p

Look at that hair. LOL! I wonder how many cans of hair spray I had consumed during those years. Ilang Aquanet at tancho gel kaya naubus ko? Aquanet?! Tancho Gel?! LOL! Hay naku! Pag nabasa ito ng mga madre, baka tanggalin ako sa mga alumni ng school nila, pero tuloy pa rin ang buhay ko. Blah! Haha!

Hi! :-)

Just wanted to say "Hi!" :-) Took this photo while in the locker room of a local gym that I checked out earlier. The gym was ok, but I've realized that I've been working out for years alone here in my home gym that I'm not used to working out with other people around me anymore. I get conscious of other people staring at me.

Yeah, the iPhone's camera isn't that great. So does its battery life. I should have brought my other phone instead. It's a fashionable phone but there are other phones that are much better. What else am I gonna talk about? There's this kid flirting with me that I find cute. He's only 24 though. Should I? Gawin kong petpet boylet... Hmmm.... Kidding! ;-)

 

 
Human Nature - Michael Jackson

9 to 5

My new office is finally finished and ready to be occupied.

I'd like to thank Ryan for helping me in designing and decorating it on a very tight budget. Major thanks to my father too who happens to be my boss. Hehehe :-)

It's nice to have an office of my own although I still spend most of my working time in our main office, which at present is undergoing renovation. The family biz deals with printing and manufacturing.

All I need now is a handsome sexytary. Oops! Secretary I mean. Hahaha!

Dolly Parton - Working Nine To Five .mp3

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Stubborn...

Met this guy three years ago. I miss him.

I wonder where he is now and when he will return.

I miss his cheekbones. His biceps.

I miss hugging the stocky-muscular frame.

I'm, beginning to lose hope. Why does he have to be so stubborn? Why doesn't he quit smoking? Why doesn't he quit loving Krispy Kremes? Why doesn't he accompany me while working out in the gym? May gym na nga ako sa bahay. Isang tumbling lang ang layo ng gym ko sa mga kwarto dito sa bahay ko tinatamad pa rin ang lolo niyo. Boohuhu! Gusto ko ganito katawan niya ulit. Grrr!!!! Why do you have to be so stubborn babe?! Darn it! Sabunutan kita eh. ;-p Fortunately for him, he has this trick he does with his mouth whenever he "plays" with my "tool" that drives me insane in bed. Sex is power. Haha! Napapamura ako. Galing eh. LOL!

This and That...

Rise and shine! This is what I look like after waking up. See? You wouldn't like me in the morning. LOL!

Oh what to talk about? Umm...yesterday was All Soul's Day here in the Philippines. It's a major holiday in which Filipinos commemorate loved ones who had already passed away.

Spent the afternoon in Krus sa Wawa cemetery, lit a candle, and prayed for my family members who had already moved on to a much better place. Before I went home I got a text message from a Planetromeo/G4M member asking if I could meet up with him since he's also visiting his relatives in Krus sa Wawa. We met at the chapel. It was a very short meeting. Five minutes of chit chats and then we parted ways. I was in a hurry. I rarely find time to meet people that I'm corresponding with online so I'm glad that the guy didn't turn out to be a jerk or a joke. He seems nice.

There are several men I've been corresponding with that I've been meaning to meet. Problem is, some of them have this impression that I'm a player or something. I am not. It's my fault. It's probably because I've posted naughty photos & videos of myself in the past, and that I talk about sex here in my blog. I very rarely play around with other men. I am wary of playing around because gay men have a tendecy to kiss-and-tell. I don't want to have a bad reputation, like I'm some guy you can easily get into bed with or someone who plays with other people's hearts & emotions. Sometimes I regret being too open here in my blog. Maybe I should delete my blog and be discreet again.

The Cardigans - Rise & Shine .mp3

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Infatuation 2009

It's that time of the year again in which I talk about the men I'm obsessing and would never have. Hahaha! It's a such lazy Sunday afternoon and I've got nothing else to rant about. So boring here in the province :-) If a look-a-like of any of these hunky hunky men happens to flirt with me, then it's definitely game on and trousers off. I'm crossing my fingers. LOL!

5th on the list is Marco. I already had a crush on him when he was still a member of a boyband but when I saw his indie movies in which he did frontal nudity scenes, I was like yum yum yum! What a "package!" Ang laki! Nahalatang size queen tuloy. 6 inches pataas lang dapat. LOL! Kidding. It's all in the performance...kuno ;-) 4th spot goes to Ryan. First saw him in the HBO vampire series True Blood. The guy has an amazing body & abs and such a cute face. I'd definitely want a bite of him. 3rd place is Aljur. He's fit. He's cute and he's "moreno" (bronze/brown skin). I find moreno men very sexy. Hindi din siya mukhang maarte nor mayabang unlike other matinee idols here in the Philippines. 2nd runner up goes to Akihiro, the Japanese/Brazilian model. I mean, who wouldn't love that face? Love you Aki! But not as much as I looooooove Ricky. A hot daddy, singer, dancer and philanthropist. Love him. I've been obsessing about Ricky for years. Hahaha! Dream on Toyo. Dream on! Next week, mga crush ko naman sa G4M/PlanetRomeo and Facebook. Hehe! Kidding! :-) 

Ricky Martin & Meja - Private Emotion .mp3

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Youth...

Time moves so fast. The newest & youngest member (my niece/Sachi) of my family recently celebrated her 1st birthday. My goodness, by the time she turns 18 I'll be 52. Oh no!!!! I'd better not skip using my moisturizer. Hahaha! Dapat todo effort every night ang pag apply ng moisturizer to maintain a beautiful skin...na walang blemishes. LOL! I don't want to grow old. It's too hard. :-( I can't believe my little sis, the person who I used to tease and annoy is now a mom.

so young.... life is just beginning for her...

Compensations

I "celebrated" my birthday last 25th of September. Actually, I didn't really celebrate because I was sick. I just spent it alone here in my house. Fever, cough and cold and all :-(

Ryan was away so I was a little annoyed at him at that time. Hmp!

So he gave me these presents to compensate for his lack of presence during my birthday ;-p

Forgiveness has a price....LOL!

34. Oh my!! Shhh...if anyone asks, tell them I'm only 29 ok? Hehe! :-)

Waaah!

Kainis! Waah! My laptop crashed corrupting one of my excel files. Even the backup file in my usb drive got corrupted because it was still inserted to my laptop when it crashed. I have to re-audit the entire month of September and these aren't the only receipts and papers I have to record. There's a box of them in the filing cabinet waiting for moi! Boohuhu! :-(

Auditing & bookkeeping = painfully boring! Kaasar!!!!

Anyway, I'm just gonna close my eyes and think of my....brand new crush! Yehey!! He's sooo cute. Haha! Now I feel better. Magpaligaw kaya ako sa kanya. Gusto daw niya umakyat ng ligaw eh? Umakyat?! Very Bulakenyo, very Tagalog. Haha! Sabi ko ok lang basta 'wag niya kalimutan magdala ng flowers & chocolates maski Serg's chocolates pwede na. LOL! ;-p

Flooded

I and my family are but some of the thousands of people affected by typhoon Ondoy. When I went out to check my parents and sisters inside our compound, the water was waist-deep. The homes of my sisters got flooded. My parents and I were spared because before our homes were built, the ground underneath them were elevated in preparation of situations such as flooding. My town is located in-between two rivers; Bocaue and Balagtas. The walls of our family compound saved us and prevented more water from coming in. I was scared. Our warehouses, machineries and our inventories that were to be sold have been flooded but I'm still thankful that we have survived this ordeal unharmed. Life is what matters most. I pray that the coming week will bring better days for all of us here in the Philippines, especially to those who were severely affected by the typhoon.

If you wish to help the victims of the typhoon, you can visit the website of the Philippine National Red Cross. The link is http://www.redcross.org.ph/

Toughie?

Took this photo 2 days ago. Hairline is receding. Gray hair increasing. Dark circles & lines underneath my eyes. Age is catching up on me. Hay buhay....ganyan talaga. Oh well...that's life :-) Why do we have to grow old? It's annoying! LOL!

On another note, someone recently sent me a message in Planetromeo saying that he saw me shopping at Ace Hardware (SM Marilao) last week. I knew he was telling the truth because his desciption of what I was wearing during that time was correct. The guy also mentioned in his message that he wanted to introduce himself but got "intimidated." I asked him, "in what sense were you intimidated?" He replied that I seem like a guy who wouldn't pay attention to guys like him. Medyo mayabang daw dating ko especially when I walk. "Astig" daw kilos ko. I didn't reply anymore. If he's intimidated by me, then that's his problem. I told Ryan about it and he told me that there's some truth to what the guy said. Ryan said that I have this "tough guy" way of walking/mannerism that if I was walking at night alone in dark alley, I might end up getting in a fight with other guys loitering in the streets. Ryan further added that once I start talking though and people hear my "boyish" voice (LOL!) the tough guy persona's over. Hahaha! May pagkapaminta daw talaga dating/kilos ko, unless magsalita ako. ANTIPATIKO!!!! Antipatikong Ryan na yan talaga ha! Kurutin ko bilbil niya eh...sa kili-kili. Hahaha! I am not a snob ok? If someone bumped in to me and wanted to introduce himself, I'm not going to deny him as long as he's decent and umm....looks like Ricky Martin. Hahaha! Ricky Martin, I love you!!! LOL! Just kidding. I'm not a snob. Now that I've cleared things up umm....where are all the cute men here in Bulacan that I can be "friends" with to release me from the boredom of this sleepy town I'm in. Hehe! :-)

 

 
Open Your Heart - Madonna

Bad Hair Day

I was deleting files on my computer and I've stumbled on to this one.

Recorded a few months ago. Frustrated at my hair taking too long to grow back. Haha!

Shirt's Off! Shirt's On! 2

Once again, I want to make it clear that I am not claiming to be muscular nor sexy. This video is a response to some of my viewers and readers emailing me for shirtless pics. I've compiled some of the photos I have here in my blog into a single video. Have a wonderful day :-)

Guardians

Ho-hum! Got nothing juicy to blog lately. Ryan's away for a week to attend his niece's 18th birthday in Dumaguete. The cat's away, should I play? Nah! Not in the mood actually. I'm on meds/antibiotics. Injured my gum while brushing my teeth a few days ago. Now it's swollen. Ang sakit ha! Hirap kumain! Hobby ko pa naman yun! LOL! Di ko man lang na french kiss bf ko before he left kasi bawal. Boohuhu! I wasn't even able to French kiss my bf before he left because of my swollen gum. Waaah! Grrr!!! Roar!!! LOL!


Ryan and I have a baby! Biro lang. Just kidding. That's my sister's daughter, Sachi. Ryan and I happen to be her godfathers. Look at her long legs. I hope she becomes 5'10" tall when she reaches adulthood. Unlike me. I'm only 5'7" tall. Boohuhu! Hindi ako matangkad. Vertically challenged. Boohuhu! Why??!!! Bakit??!!! Shhh!! This is our little secret ok? LOL! My family's growing and she's a wonderful addition. I was still a skinhead when the photo was taken. I miss being a skinhead sometimes. What am I saying? A few weeks ago I was ranting about how my hair took forever to return. Make up your mind Rey! Slap! Slap! Slap my bubblebutt. Haha! Ryan told me that I looked snobbish in the photo. I'm not a snob! I told him that I didn't smile on the photo because skinheads shouldn't smile. Not smiling is part of a skinhead's barbaric appeal. Barbaric??! LOL! Haha! I'm talking gibberish now. Probably the meds. I'd better stop before I blurt out anything umm...I might regret later like scandals and stuff. LOL! Father's scheduled to undergo surgery on his eye next week at the Asian Eye Institute. I hope everything goes well. I'm not fond of clinics and hospitals. Have a nice day ;-)

Relieved...

Father has been discharged from the hospital Wednesday afternoon. He's recovering well. We have to keep a close watch on his diet and activities. He still needs to return to Makati Med. next week so that his doctor could evaluate him on whether he's fit enough to undergo surgery on his right eye. He has a cataract. It was only yesterday that I was able to sleep well. I'm really thankful that Ryan was with me throughout this whole ordeal. I hope our next visit to the doctor won't be so stressful. Baka malosyang ako masyado niyan. My gosh! I pray to God to always watch over my loved ones.

Thanks for the well-wishes by the way. I appreciate it.